Mrs. Dee-Dee's Page

I sit back and meditate about life....
run down shoes,not knowing what our next meal would be,these are thing people dont know about me...
they say,she stuck up,she too good for me,sit back take the time to get to know the real dee...
living motel to motel,keeping my little brothers close to me..couldnt blame my mom cause she was doing the best she could for us...gettin joked on cause i gotta white mother,so i got cocky and started acting like a brother... .
nights,days,months,no electricity...… Continue

i look at life and what it has to portray
i sense its touch,its my foreplay.

it hits the sensitive spots,to see how strong you are
so i keepmy head up,lookin foward far,
and when it touches you,it makes you weak,
crying out, not a word to speak.

i outline life with my fingertips,
in this point in life my heart is doing backflips,
i take in the sight,and all the broken ridges,
and how they are mended,new found bridges.

a few years back,my family lost track,
but i look at life and say yeah we b… Continue

Lord,its me,
i need you so badly, . . . . .
i pray to you every night, . . . .
but i wonder, are you listening?? . . . . .
Lord,you control all things, . . . .
but why are all things going wrong??? . . . . .
I asked you to take away my tears, . . .
but why are they still falling???
did you hear my prayer??? . . .
are you listening???
I need you to show me the way, . . .
keep me strong, i never doubted you lord, . . . . .
but are you listening??? . . . . .
as i lay down to go to sleep, . . .
i st… Continue

i look at my young brothers and sisters and i SAYwhat has happened . .16 year olds telling there parents there grown ......what happened to the days when you had to be in the house when the street lights came on......babys having babys and you wonder what went wrong......some not all parents giving them there all........how about being a parent not a friend . .thats all......children dying young,getting let out to the streets.......what happened to sleepovers, get togethers, and hanging at the p… Continue

baby musiq told me not to settle for whatever so i decided to wait . . .shortly afterwards we drifted together. so i just called it fate . . .having good conversation over the phone and we were a hit our first date . .and following the next day, there wasnt a day i didnt spend at your place. . .so i moved in making it mine as well, and more convient for both our sakes . . .what followed was a relationship i can only define as great . . .sometime, not too far afterwards, i fell in love.that put i… Continue